embrace the moment. (in technicolour)

embrace the moment. (in technicolour)

At midbrain,
shorthand words word more words
a tongue-tied rope of words strangler
from tongue’s taste bud saliva through the throat

But there’s an arched jewelled pendant to catch the last mouth rinse
and Technicolor to x-ray the red-handed tongue

Me the old Judge of eternal hatred,
as Cernuda, once wrote in a verse.
but a little tired,
from a decade of merging and melting of eternal
circular cycles, giving up the ghost, forlonness,

eternal questions, terrifying riddles,
paradoxes…and another idiot with a folding gun.
hard workin’

after which I inherit sadness
earn’d Scorpio killer and dreams

One penned page,
one bullet fired,
one rebellion squashed,

Look around.
look at the world.
embrace the moment.

Editor: Obinna Eruchie

The best psycho caught on-screen, along with “Misery” – only Jennifer Tilly can do them justice

Currently, I am having fun watching Jennifer Tilly as a nutjob in Cord – Fuga Impossive 2000 https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0191915/?ref_=nv_sr_1?ref_=nv_sr_1

A desperate, childless couple kidnap a pregnant woman and lead her husband to believe that she is dead. Scenes from Cord a.k.a. Hide and Seek (2000) starring- Daryl Hannah, Jennifer Tilly, Bruce Greenwood and Vincent Gallo, dir.- Sidney J. Furie

“Sha had a nasty cesarian a few years ago and she is very sensitive to anyone seeing the scarring – I know she is unconsiousness but I think it would be a violation of her personal rights if you were  to peel at her clothing and look at the most intimate disgusting part of her body” (8.00)

The best psycho line ever! 

and this one:
“Yes I understand you took some kind of Hippocratic oath and you feel it’s your duty to take care of my sister but I really think you should go now.”

“It’s so hard being a mother



Movies recommendations

Set in 1854 in the harsh Nebraska frontier, a low-life drifter George Briggs (Oscar-Winner Tommy Lee Jones) is rescued by a pious, independent-minded woman named Mary Bee Cuddy (Oscar-winner Hilary Swank). To pay back his debt, George reluctantly agrees to help Mary transport three women driven mad by the harsh frontier life across the treacherous land – where a kindly minister’s wife (Meryl Streep) has offered them hospice. The unlikely pair soon realizes just how daunting the journey will be and the group must traverse the vast Nebraska Territories, which are marked by stark beauty, psychological peril and constant danger. Directed, co-written &starring Tommy Lee Jones – based on the award-winning novel by acclaimed author Glendon Swarthout.

I recommend all of Hilary’s movies to a sophisticated audience. As well as movie Greta, https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2639336/ with Isabelle Huppert (I am to watch her as a sadistic and cruel Supérieure Saint-Eutrope in a monastery..) , all Elisabeth Moss’ movies and her TV series “Mad men” (she is the best actress I have ever seen in my life!), The Handmaid’s tale 2017, of course, also, Julianne Moore new movie Gloria Bell 2018 https://www.imdb.com/title/tt6902696/?ref_=nv_sr_1?ref_=nv_sr_1, Cate Blanchett movies..  so many great actresses nowadays and so many movies recommendations…. No, I didn’t forget Eva Green, Scarlett Johansson, Lou de Laâge and Alicia Vikander. How is that possible! I won’t even start with their upcoming short movies and TV shows!

Currently, I am having fun watching Jennifer Tilly as a nutjob in Cord – Fuga Impossive 2000 https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0191915/?ref_=nv_sr_1?ref_=nv_sr_1

“I know she is unconsiousness but I think it would be a violation of her personal rights if you were  to peel at her clothing and look at the most intimate disgusting part of her body”

The best psycho line ever!

I Am Easy To Find – just patiently check out my crazy Libra sign alter egos one by one

I always thought the astrologer was wrong about my horoscope, but looking at Alicia Vikander’s projects, I realize that we share a common infatuation (as well as a horoscope sign, we are both Libras) to beautiful visual statements that invite sophisticated audiences to philosophize about their own lives.
If the concept of Samsara is excluded from the narrative, we are all born, living and dying creatures. Or maybe not.
A fact that many do not accept – thanatophobia leads them to religion and faith in the afterlife – Most people fear death, at least a little. I believe that sincere believers and their opposite, those who do not believe at all, including myself, are least afraid of the end of their lives.
I Am Easy To Find is a short (about 25 minutes long) movie that conveys this not accepting or accepting death quite well. Both an album by The National (Alicia is their confirmed fan), and the movie are playful siblings who like to steal from one another. They both share music, words and certain aesthetic elements.
Like Alicia and I share our crazy Libra zodiac sign.. and we both played Lara Croft 2013 at least more than 40 times (as for myself, for no particular reason 🙂
I’m not interested in the band at all, but in Alicia’s short (and long )films, in general, and in Alicia, of course! (Love is in the air!)

I saw them all.

Between commercial  roles like those in the fantastically stupid movie Tullip Fever, the role on which La Usurpadora would envy her, that sweet Swedish lass,  flicka who looks like a Creole girl, Alicia, who would be the envy of Fiorella or the blind Esmeralda for who you would never think she’s gonna see again! .. or any heroine from Latin American soap operas would envy her commercial roles…,  meanwhile likes to play with avant-garde movie projects, mostly projecting her own self… (at least one of her “I” because every Libra is at least a duplicate personality .. (as if the director is looking through her mind, it’s all so insightful .. I bet Alicia who talks like a chatterbox, otherwise, would state something like this …

It’s famous Libra’s diplomacy, not to mention Alicia’s social gabble-gabble, because Alicia is, at least to my opinion.. all just not a devoted wife and mother. It seems to me that her life is a little more interesting than the universal mediocrity heroine in the film – at least when she is in the role of Lara Croft (sequel confirmed, 2020, by the way ..)

In fact, it seems to me that even for the mediocrity standards the life of a “Flicka” in the movie is boring to an Olympic degree. It seems to be a deliberate exaggeration – a parody, even.
The twist in this movie where Alicia fascinated me with her transformation is that there is no twist at all which is a cliche for me, and a disappointment for my dramatic nature – there is no big change in the whole heroine’s life, just small adjustments and tender regrets.
Sound, images and a certain feeling are the main elements that make this movie work, but the story is, however, surprisingly non-spectacular and that probably makes sense… As many art films are open to interpretation, many will see different things but trying to try out their own interpretation…
Honestly, if Alicia hadn’t starred in this movie, I wouldn’t have found anything to connect with, so – I have no interpretation, and I don’t like the band, too.
What I liked about it was Alicia quirkiness in the way of a “crazy Libra”, which I associated with completely and laughed sweetly at her exaggerations for which I have no particular interpretation but a statement: “It’s Alicia Vikander”. And I like, like most people, something or someone I can connect with. Also, the fact that the video was shot in beautiful black and white and subdued but also somewhat dynamic images work just fine…
Basically, the movie is about the desire of the majority to make the most of their lives, which brings pressure in the stages of life in the domain of work, family, home .. find the right husband, wife! Buy a house! Eat breakfast cereals! Logic dictates! Born! Die! Don’t die! Don’t be born! Have at least one child! an unrealistic challenge that is doomed to failure from the start. Life brings both failures and opportunities to make adjustments and choices that will always hurt us. Alicia captured well the fragility and elusiveness of that “substance.” That is why there is no place for noise and drama, but for an artificial and quiet way of film storytelling and agglomeration of life with music that is a reflection of the same. At least that was, perhaps, the intention of the director…
After watching the movie, I realized how I would not want to live, which is an absolute cinematic success and for that, I thank the entire film crew.
Alicia is already preparing a new commercial role, but I’m glad she left for and she will continue to feed her alter ego, for everyone’s enjoyment as well.

Till the next Lara Croft 2020 sequel, no more Tullip Fever, pretty please.

Preporuke “LGBT” filmova – sveto trojstvo

The Perfection I would recommend this movie, too. It’s lesbian and it’s weird. Not a spectacular movie but enjoyable if you like “sick” movies”.

Vita y Virginia – Too bad Eva Green discarded this movie. I would love to see my girl as Virginia. Well, she had her reasons, I believe something is not quite there… for her… I would discuss it more if I had seen the movie. For now, I will shut up. (Btw I adore her newest movie “Dumbo”. What a cute blue-eyed elephant and his ma’ miss Jumbo)

“Independence has no sex”

I cannot find it anywhere to watch it but this trailer.

Vita y Virginia

I find it difficult to (I’m talking about this video in which  I speak in Serbian) find a film about a “female” love who is not stereotyped, mounted   and abbreviated, crippled in every possible sense, the films are not sufficiently communicative, they lack depth, there is usually one actress butch, the other is a fragile and confused femme that cheats on its fiancé .. I do not want to look at any alternative to a heterosexual relationship if I decided to watch a film about  love between females. (if love should have a prefix .. it seems that in this world it can not be avoided)
I recommend “Disobedience”  https://www.imdb.com/title/tt6108178/and “Ha – Sodot” https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0782867/?ref_=nv_sr_1?ref_=nv_sr_1
I will not even mention Aimee and Jaguar and Lost and Delirious. These are cult films for the nonsense that are being recorded today regardless of the sexuality of the characters.

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